February 2012
21 posts
Anonymous asked: are there times you want to give up and just eat eat eat? where do you find your motivation? and how do you like the abc diet?
Anonymous asked: is it okay if you have gum on the abc diet? is gum bad when wanting to loose weight?
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this sucks
I hate it that fucking americans eat so unhealthy and when I’m with my boyfriend I get dragged down in it… Had half a god forsaken pizza for dinner. Wtf. I need to stop this RIGHT NOW.
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“It doesn’t matter how slowly you go, as long as you don’t stop”
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today
Good morning lovelies…
Since I am following my own diet plan right now and allowing myself to eat 1200 calories this week I will be eating rather healthy and I’m excited to get down to even less calorie intakes..
I will let you know what I eat today
Anonymous asked: Ello! :) I was wondering if you had any good tips for inner thigh workouts to get rid of that little fat! It's been driving me crazy! BTW your blog is PERFECT <3
fixafallenstar asked: So happy you're back <3
Anonymous asked: how much do you weigh? and how tall are you if i may ask
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Anonymous asked: i love you. Your such an inspiration and a brilliant motivator. You've helped me so much, thank you <3
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Slow yourself into dieting
For those of you who haven’t been dieting before or who eat a healthy 2000 calories a day it will be very difficult to jump right into lets say the ABC diet or Skinny girl diet plan, so here’s my advice for you. This is a four week plan to help your body go into exercise and diet mode.
WARNING! this is not a healthy weight loss plan, so for those of you who are looking to lose weight...
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How I've missed you, my lovelies!
So here’s the deal on my part! I am going to start updating this blog again for several reasons ;
I have a lot of free time on my hands and feel I can now finally update it frequently.
I have gained at least three kilos since I stopped blogging and it makes me feel like complete shit and I simply cannot handle it anymore.
I miss having someone to talk to about my feelings and...
Anonymous asked: Do you think ABC diet is better or skinny girl diet?
justanotherdayinparadisee asked: absoulutely love your blog!! it explains my life soo well! very motivational :) xoxo
Anonymous asked: COME BACK I MISS U
January 2012
1 post
Don't know if I should come back...
Everyday I come here… back to this blog, tempted to write something but I have managed to refrain myself from doing so, up until now. This blog is the root of my depression but also the root of keeping me skinny, and when I stop blogging, I slowly stop watching what I eat i.e. I gain weight.
I don’t want to be back here… but, I think I am.
November 2011
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33128) How is it that I can see beauty in everyone...
Posts!
What kind of posts do you guys want me to write?
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supportive readers
All of this support…. god i love you guys more than you know. Tomorrow I’m making a phone call to a psychologist, wish me luck. We’ll see how it goes and what he says. I am only going for my depression and cutting, I do not want help with my weight obsession. But I am really determined to get better mentally, I have to before it goes too far. Well honestly it’s already...
fixafallenstar asked: Im glad you're not leaving, you keep me sane [: And if you ever need to talk im always here, I know we dont know eachother but I kinda feel like we're going through the same thing. Much love, stay strong <3
Anonymous asked: My family is taking me out for dinner in a couple of days and there's no way for me to get out of it. Have you got any tips on what I could do or what I can eat that's not going to make me put on a shed load of weight?
Anonymous asked: which pro-ana sites motivate you the most?
Anonymous asked: haha, you're back :) but it's nice though! I think that blogging while trying to get better may not be the smartest idea. But I love your blog so I'm happy that you are writhing. This blog helps me a lot and I love reading it daily, but to be honest I was happy when you said you were going to take a break because it felt like you were really going to deal with your problems and get...
Anonymous asked: Hi there sweetie! I have an ED myself so I'm not going to tell you to start eating regularly since I consider this way of eating to be a lifestyle and it doesn't have to lead to death (if you don't end up with anorexia). But please please please stop cutting(!!). I hate how you destroy your beautiful body by harming yourself, that CAN lead to death and I don't think that you...
iamjacksfesteringhate asked: As a student of nutrition & exercise i feel like you may seriously be putting your body in harms way. I'm not try to come off as some angry person or anything. If anything at all i'd prefer to help show you there are so many great ways to stay healthy, thin, and feeling great. I'm sure you get this all the time, but i'd really like to help you out if you'll let me....
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meal plan today
Breakfast: 1 yoghurt- 100 calories
Lunch: cracker bread- 56 calories
Dinner: 1 apple- 80 calories
Work out: treadmill- 400 calories
Anonymous asked: Hi, Do you think 105lbs is to fat for a 14yr old girl?
Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dót)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body...
elsaharms asked: i want to start the skinny girl diet tomorrow. but i am afraid that i will gain all the weight back after the diet. i also exercise and i will continue it. so, will i gain it all back if i don't diet anymore?
Anonymous asked: I think it'll do you good! But I'll miss you <3
Fuck… so staying away from this blog was supposed to be easy and healthy, but it’s not easy, and I can’t stay away. Especially when people just started asking me for skinny tips and how I lost so much weight. So I’m back, and I’m motivated to lose a fuck load. So i’m back, lovelies.
How this will help my mental state will have to be determined in time but my...
Hi lovelies, I need to focus on getting better before I commit suicide for real. And my ED is step one to getting out of this depression. I will be taking a break from this blog but not sure for how long, hopefully not too long. I love you all and thank you for all your support.
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I took a vow with my boyfriend two days ago when I had my mental breakdown that I would no longer cut. I haven’t cut since but I was really tempted yesterday, but I have to keep this promise, for both him and myself.
I’m not going to break up with him because he truly makes me happy, even though I know I need to learn to be ok on my own, but I’m not ready yet, and don’t...
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day 5- 100 calories
Hello lovelies.
Today is day 5 on the ABC diet and I am allowed an intake of 100 calories.
I made some oatmeal for breakfast which I will not include into the calorie intake because I need my energy for work today. Cheating, I know but I would rather not collapse in a huge store filled with people, hehe.
I just went grocery shopping for my boyfriend since he loooves to eat, but he eats super...
Anonymous asked: what are some healthy ways to eat celery? i tried it with cream cheese and it was absolutely repulsive.
Anonymous asked: On the days you feel like binging don't eat anything through out the day then eat all your calories at once. It will feel like binging but you'll stay within the calories :)
Anonymous asked: Hi cute! I was just wondering, could you maybe wright something about your daily thoughts, if something special have happened or something. I'm just interested in your thoughts. Keep up the good work <3 stay strong, you the best!
lonelysoulwanderer asked: Hey :) I was just wondering how many calories were in a cup of tea with 0 sugar?
introspecticus asked: could you please give me the password of your other blog? thanks ^^